28 December 2011

Writable Wednesday...

Today we have Subway sandwiches for lunch since we managed to cut the buy-1-free-one coupon from the newspaper and it was nice.  boring nk keje....macam nak tido jer sepanjang ari...boleh tak? but still got pay for that la...hmmmm.... i wonder

24 December 2011

Saturday

Arini ari Sabtu...and I'm working....Last week pun da keje but since Mama suh tukar sbb next week nk kene g kenduri, so here I am again at office. Borink sbb sorang2 kat dept. but still need to settle 1 big project (assigned by my beloved boss) before end of the month...so  terpaksa laa..

Tadi Is hantar g keje,so sempat la g sarapan dulu.... Best tol klo ari2 ada orang hantar g keje, jemput balik....Hmmmm but jarang sgt nak dapat peluang cam2 ari2 sbb Dinda keje siang, Kanda keje malam... Mmg sebijik sejabak lagu Kanda Dinda tu ngan idup kitawang skang ni.....

                                              Kekanda Adinda

Oh Kekanda jangan irihati,
Dinda naik pangkat lagi..
Oh Adinda, Kanda mana dengki,
malah Kanda support bini..

Jadi Dinda mahu mengambil masa
Tapi Kanda mahu segera,
Dinda ingin berjaya dalam kerjaya,
Tapi Kanda mahu cahaya mata,
Dinda belum bersedia,
Kanda dah beria ria,
Jadi yg mana satu?
Tak perlu bertengkar,
Tak perlu bermasam muka,

Oh Adinda, tolong jangan lekas curiga,
lekas cemburu buta
Oh Kekanda, Dinda perlu berhati hati,
tak rela dikongsi,

Kanda kerja overtime, terlebih masa,
Itu yg Dinda harus berwaspada,
Ini semua demi masa depan keluarga,
Dengan Dinda atau sebaliknya?
Kanda kerja malam,
Dinda kerja siang,
Jadi bila nak bertemu?
Tak perlu bertengkar,
Tak perlu bermasam muka,

Oh adiwira, dewataku, mari ikut cara Dinda!
Oh Tun Teja, intan permata, mari ikut cara Kanda!
bagaimana? bagaimana kita nak selesaikannya?
apa keputusannya?

Oh Kekanda mari Nyawa, kita cuba komunikasi!
Oh Adinda mari Sayang, kita cuba toleransi!

Walau kita janji sehidup semati, kita berlainan,
Kanda polar kutub Utara,
Dinda kutub Selatan
komunikasi, sikap toleransi! itu yg kita perlu,
Tak perlu bertengkar,
Tak perlu bermasam muka,

Walau kita sering dgn cara masing2,
Kanda yg Perdana,
Dinda yg Utama,
Kanda sgalaNya..
Dindalah Nyawa,
 kita tetap bahagia bila bersama sama
bahagia bersama,
bersama slamanya,
bahagia slama- lamanya!

23 December 2011

It's Friday..

Yee haa.....arini bos tak der, so main pasir laa sepanjang ari nih...Hih HIh hih.....(gelak jahat nih). Lagipun skang tengah lunchtime, so sambil makan sambil update. Hmmm....skang nie tengah pening nak wat preparation yang tak tahu nk prepare aper.... Kompius laa..... nak mntk tlg saper pun tak tahu :(.... Next year la start wat preparation boleh?

Malas betul nk keje skang ni...tapi wat to do...have too...klo tak saper nk bagi ko makan cik Linda ooi?? >:~).... Aper lagi nk tulis taip ni yer....tak per laa...nnt2 kita sambung...selamat hari jumaat!

14 December 2011

Hmm...

Hello...well, let me see where i left...Hmmmm.....oh yes, the boss is not in (holiday) so the work stress is lesser since the Asst.Mgr is taking the part (in his dream) of becoming the boss. He can just divided his work to all of us then what he did was looking at the stock market for half a day. Then went out lunch at 11.50am but came in at 1.40pm (we managed to catch a glimpse of him walking around PJ state when we were coming back from lunch, Today, he can even go out (with the reason to stamping) from 9.00am until 2.00pm. How kewl is that? Totally taking advantage of the situation (boss not around). All of us are so annoyed with him so we decided to not pay attention to him when he talked to us. I knw its not good to treat people like that but he is so over the line already. All he knw is segregating his job where twds the end, his not doing anything at all !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

13 December 2011

Tuesday....

elooo....today is already tuesday and the first day to work for this week since yesterday was a holiday..so cam biasa borink to woek but still need to come to work. eh....gtg

09 December 2011

Hello December....

pjm celik pjm celik da masuk dec..end of the year alrdy....da lm tak update blog...teramat2 busy......even pasal w-day pun tak  sempat nk plan betol2 lagi....so teruk kan? malas betol nk keje gak sekarang nie...  eh ok laa.... nk g lunch dulu...lapa kot? muah muah

19 October 2011

10 October 2011

Monday Blues....

Eloo...Alhamdulillah..Finally, 08.10.11, I belong to a guy by the name of Iskandar (partly actually). Yeap....me and him are officially engaged. After a long winding journey, we are at this stage now. By da way, his mom put on our risik ring and his sis-in-law put on our engagement ring. GG datang after the majlis and said to me, "Akhirnya, sampai disini hubungan hampa berdua"...Bongok punya Suzi,... on the spot gak aku nangis...Shida datang tny asal, but in the end she said, hny orang2 yang tertentu sahaja yang paham...Memang aku tak nafikan, hubungan aku ngan Iskandar mmg byk humps and bumps nya....sampai penah satu tahap, both of us da nk give ngan this relationship...tapi alhamdullillah.....akhirnya aku dan Iskandar sampai ke tahap ini...

Lagi 8 bulan for our next Big Day....takut der!! Event sblm majlis mula, aku tggu kat atas ngn kengkawan, but masa paggl turun....dup dap dup dap ja,,,,.hny Allah yang tahu...turun ja bawah,,,mak aih....ghamainya...gabra giler...K la....nnt sambung balik...



26 September 2011

Monday Blues....

UUUUUUUU...how i hated so much working rite now... with the body ache + the grambling and yelling and shouting receiving in the office....ooooooooo so damn fed-up with the situation! ..stil got 1 week and 5 days more to go for the e-day but yet rs cm penat jer to go thro the week and facing the day....but he seems so excited bout the whole thing and tak sampai ati plak nk buat dia camtu.... <sigh>....gtg

22 September 2011

Tiring

Its been a long time since i last visited my blog. On Friday & Saturday & Sunday last week, busy helping my sister moving into her new crib. Monday until Friday is my Emergency Rescue Team Training. So damn tiring and the whole body is aching. Need to go now. Just a note to remind me what have i done for the past week. Have 2 more weeks to go for my e-day and i havent even washed my dress for this event! what a mess... still havent ordered my doorgift item and also the cake.. damn!!!!

24 August 2011

Writable Wednesday

still got 1 1/2 days to go before cuti raya...can't wait ! well smlm revealed everything bout him and his stranged perangai. i called him at around 7 since i bukak puasa with Naimah @ Bukit Kiara Resort. then he texted me saying klo kuar ngan kawan ok jer, but kuar ngan dia and sepupu tak boleh. when i told him i mmg tak fit ngan sepupu dia, i ni sombong, mmg tak padan langsung ngan dia.. terus dia kol saying sorry. malas nk layan. then balik ofis dia nak jumper.

i terus jer said  tu him yang i nie mmg sombong bla bla bla.... dia pulak yang sudah2 la tu...sorry...sorry naik jer la lori gdex tu kan banyak!  i pun aper lagik... ckp jer laa yg dia at first janji nak kuar with me alone, then suddenly ajak cousin dia. he said he already have it arranged. this week all of us, next week just the two of us, yeah, rite!

i told him straight that when he didnt pickup the phone and no text to me, i started to think the worst which had happened last time, then he quickly No! No!,, jgn pikir camtu. walaupun kita gaduh, is still rindu kat lnda...is sayang lnda walaupun apa jadik.. at that time, aku da start meleh air mata da... terus dia jangan la camni, naper ngangis ni...... sebab you la i jadik camni! 

masa nak balik siap pesan, nnt sampai msg.. bila sampai umah terus bersayang2 bagai dalam msg. sayang itu la, sayang ini laa.. huhhh!!! siap kol lagik tu tnya wat aper, da mandi ker, jagan luper mandi.. bye sayang. then dia ada kol around 11, but i was in the shower, pastu hntr msg dah tido ker, tak per la, nite sayang! mum was so worried when me and him fight, she will like asking me where is he, da pegi keje ker, msg tak, kol tak bla bla bla. siap mama sound lagi, dia da la manja, k.cik pun manja gak...kene beralah laa... orang da beralah k, klo tak takkan la sampai 45 kali orang kol dia.

apa pun, sekarang dalam proses nak cool off... amek masa sket me to be like before. slalu mmg camtu...

k la, daa.....

23 August 2011

Tricky Tuesday

Ari Ahad supposingly bukak puasa ngan dia but then dia kol ajak bukak puasa ngan sepupu dia + wife. tak minat sbb dia gak yang komplen x pnh dpt bukak puasa sama but then ajak orang lain lak join. da merajuk da time tu. satu msg dia berjam2 kemudian baru hntr balik satu.

then mlm tu dlm kol 11 baru balik terawih ngan mama and kebetulan mama tak cukup duit nk beli satu buku nih kat surau, dia ternampak dia baru balik. (tu pun ada hati nk ajak ikut sama..huh) dia g laa pnjm kat dia, tapi tak ckp apa2 pun lebih dari tu. balik umah kol dia pun dia da tido. fine!

then, on Monday tried to call him since everyday i will call him and we will go and buy food at bazaar ramadhan but he didnt pickup my call (45 times - must be a damn record) and i started to feel funny bout that. even during bukak puasa pun dia tak der msg. when i came back from terawih, he sent me a msg saying that he already reached the office. when i asked him what's wrong with him he just said he's not in the mood. nice one kan??

today, saw him when i was on my way to the guard house, he saw me too but both pretended didn't see each other. how kewl is that? then tried to call him around 9.00 but once  again, no avail, no luck. Fine! If he wanted it to be like that,so be it. I even texted him telling him i already tranferred his money.

sgt takut sekarang ini sbb dia penah buat perangai camni dulu and in the end kitawang putus and dia tunang ngan orang lain. the feeling and the situation rite now is exactly during that moment... Ya Allah! jgan duga aku macam dulu lagi, tak mampu rasanya aku nk menanggungnya Ya Allah.

;(

22 August 2011

Monday Blues...

Yee haaa...cuma tinggal 3 1/2 days to work (Jumaat 1/2 day hehehe).. tapi balik kg on the 29.08.11 sbb an keje ahad malam, so dia smpai pagi isnin kat umah terus zroom.....pecut ke kedah. this time balik ngan iswara sebab mama nak bawak balik byk barang ke sini... hmmm...ok laa tu.

arini malas sgt nak keje sbb perasaan cuti dah membuak2...yup,,,sonok oo nk cuti lama2 ..tak sabar nk balik. Encek Iskandar sayang tak balik kg since family dia dah nak datang for the e-day this october, so dia raya la sorang2 kat sini.. :P

tahun ni last raya sebagai bachelorette sbb bulan oct ni dah tukar tittle jadi tunang orang, and next year klo ada rezeki, umur panjang dan jodoh, bulan 6 dah tukar tittle jadi isteri orang pulak... hehehhehe...cam poyos jek dgr....

tengah layan lagu raya ni...

18 August 2011

Restless Thursday

The preparation for my e-day is roughly around 85% prepared.. just tinggal nak beli chocs, cakes and sireh and the we can start putting the things in order alrdy. smlm dah g beli cincin, 2 to be exact. risik and tunang. k laa the design since dia yang pilih.

to be cont...

06 August 2011

My Story

Achuummmm.....wow!!! Lamany tak update since the last month! Well the whole month of July is the busiest month for me . Let me list down my schedule:

1) 05.07.11 - 06.07.11    :   ISO Trainning
2) 09.07.11                      :  Blood Donation Shopping
3) 11.07.11 - 14.07.11    :   Internal Audit
4) 19.07.11 - 20.07.11    :  Blood Donatio Drive
5) 20.07.11                      :  Trainning
6) 23.07.11 - 24.07.11     :  Network Conference

The office hour ends every nite at 9.30pm, but the climax of the month is on 22.07.11 when i went back at 10.00pm, and then at 00.00 Thevan & Yusof (the transportation Coordinator for Network Conference) came ang fetch me to go the venue. When we reached the at about 00.30, the technical guys (Simon  & Hakim) yet to arrived except for Kar Heng. We waited there until 3.00am when we finally gave up and then went to Mamak to freshen up ourselves sebab dah terlalu mengantok. Then at 3.30 they late comers gave us a call and we went back to the venue.

Sampai kat sana, Thevan & Yusoh went back to the hotel to sleep while i was still at the hall monitoring the set up. Up until 6.30am baru habis, Kar Heng went back at 5.00++ whereas me, Hakim and Simon are still there setting up the projector and computers. At 6.30am, the games coordinator arrived and i was so damn sleepy. Finally, gave a call to Zaini and he helped to send me back home at 7.00. Dapat laa tido sejam when at 8.00, "He" helped to send me back to the venue.

Boleh tak time my CEO punya speech i tertido.... And the whole day i was like a zombie.....

Penat la...nnt la plak smbg...nk  continue wat keje lak...

06 July 2011

EP : 4

ISO Training - Day 2. And down with Migrain. Damn! Why must all of this thing come today?? Really cannot concentrate.

05 July 2011

EP : 3

today is in the ISO Trainning 9-5. Nw doing daily work for this end month 2 major event for the Company - Blood Donation Drive & Network Conference 2011. So damn tired !!!!!

04 July 2011

EP: 2

Arini kuar g gantung Banner for Blood Donation. Penot siot....Ngantok! Bye! It's Monday Blues!!!

01 July 2011

EP:1

Hye...from now onwards, the title for the rest of the blog is going to be by EP..nice kan?

k la...tgh bz but most importantly...tesion tahap gaban.bye!

30 June 2011

:(

Borink..tadi da tulis panjang giler then suddenly Error 404. Mls laa nk tulis balik.. See you tmrw.

29 June 2011

Hello...

Well hello there... I'm back to work today....and surely having a blast holiday...seronok giler cuti....if only boleh cuti sepanjang tahun but still get paid !!!! hehehehehhee...dream on babeh..

Well mama is still at kg..and i will go back to pick her on the 11th. She's there with Mr KCK...so im here with Ms BLE. Nice couple kan? :P today for the first time bawak kete auto. gabra siot...smpai kuat nk dtg keje pun kol 720am..sbb takut jem...yer la kan...bawak kete orang kene la jaga,,,,kan tak psl2 kene tarik balik the hak keistimewaan baru padan muka ....

Smlm kuar ngan dia....g minum2 smbil citer pasal our long relationship yg mmg byk giler ups and down nye....dari awal mula kawan, pastu putus,dia tunang ngan orang lain, putus, i broke off ngan orang lain, then kiterwang kawan balik...smpailaa ke stage ni skang wic is nk ikat satu sama lain.

Banyak betul dugaan untuk kitawang bersama smpai ke tahap ni...byk pihak yang menentang kitawang... but alhamdullilah..in the end,,,,semua orang merestui kami. terima kasih...

Dia slalu ckp klo kisah kiterwang ni wat novel, mesti laku punya...ada sedih, gembira,jatuh, bangun.kira cukup garam gula laa...hehehe....tengok laa nnt klo da boring keje ofis nie, nk jadik novelist laa plak. :P

K la.... sok2 sambung balik penulisan ilmiah nie.... ada keje nk setel since dah cuti lama sgt...c u when i c u!

24 June 2011

It's Friday...

Not working this Saturday..... finally....

Well, since I'm going back  to my hometown tomorrow, there will be updating until...hmmmm let me see...Monday or Tuesday..Hey, I'm not saying that I am breaking my promises bout writing every single day but excess to the Internet is zero and do understand my situation, please?

My plan when at my hometown.....well of couse going to find a delicious food we can find (but i wonder where), then do some shopping (but i donno what me and my mum is going t o buy), going to the hospital for mum's check-up (blood test to be exact), buy myself bus ticket back to kl (going to leave my hensem KCK at home with mum for 2 weeks). Well i think that probably it my "so called hometown planning".

Harini mama suh balik umah awal since tmorrow i'm going to do some long journey drive (6-7 hours if travelling with mum). Tengok la camana. Already asked him to come back early from work tmorrow so that we can meet up before i leave. Today i also asked for a date but he seems more interested in doing sumting else, which is SLEEPING!

I was thinking of ordering this cake for my E-day.... nice huh? To prettysmallbakery.com, kak, sy pinjam gambar ni and  i can assure you, her cake looks so yummilicious !!!!




                                  
this one or.....
this one..........


Well..see you back on Monday or Tuesday. Take a good care of yourself...and have a wonderful holiday coz i knw i will be having a blast one! 

23 June 2011

SALAM

achuummmm!!!!! dah berweb blog ni...sibuk sgt sampai mmg tak der masa nk update...sorry la..well, dengan azam yang membara..mulai ari ini, 23.06.11, sy akan mula mengupdate blog ini klo boleh every single day..wpun dengan sepatah kata.... wokes!!

apa yg blh direcall balik, bulan 5 celebrate mother's day, with HIM inside the picture kat Bora Ombak. Then, da tukar our E-Day is on October... klo tak aritu nk tukar gak our W-Day to October but mama said next year jer la.. ok...

then been busy with the office work....yg tersangat hectic sampai kdg2 mkn pun tak berapa nk hengat... by the way, HE dare me to kuruskan badan within May - July. If I managed, then i can asked anything from him....superb!!

for our E-Day, barang yang baru dibeli is only the kain for akad nikah..the rest lom lagi sbb...nnt2 la....semua benda ready made...so tak berapa nk rushing sgt la... 5 - 7 dulang... nnt2 la pikir nk bagi aper but he requested frm me perfume from body shop, which is his favourite... ader je la...

i was planning on wearing blue on the day, and didn't tell him yet about the planning...some sort of suprise la...coz he is so into blue so much.... muah!!!! sayang awak...hehehehehhe....

12 April 2011

Yey2...

nk pegi amcorp mall ni sbb nk cari sample for our annual dinner doorgift. ape bender tu..hehehe, tggu....at the same time nk cari frame gambar for the scholarship award for yee lyn's project but the weather is not so supportive for us since it is going to rain heavily with the thunder and everything. but i am still going coz he..ehem2 is going with me and shida also..suke2..walaupun tersangat laa letih but tak kesah la...jji dapat gak release a lil bit kat sana wpun ada apa sangat laa dengan amcorp mall tu. hmmm...sakit pinggang nie sampai arini tak reda2 lagi, takut gak klo ada problem since doctor kat aor cakap klo still tak elok dalam 2 3 ari better go and do some x-ray because of my long long time ago accident sbb he's said could be disk prob. aper tu, cd cetak rompak ker? i wonder....
tension.

11 April 2011

Semalam

well, smlm kuar dengan dia g mydin subang, summit ngan amcorp mall. dia laa cadang awal nak ajak g tengok wayang then suddenly jek ajak g usha2 brg tunang. da la me with the heels (hehe...first time nk show off ngan dia i also can wear heels)...then ajak lak jalan2...sampai jer mydin, terus beli sandal yang berharga $10 (hehehe...putus leh beli baru). then g wah chan tgk cincin...ok gak pricing dia, siap ada sale cincin tunang ngan cincin risik in 1 package. cincin tunang tu ok laa...tapi cincin risik tu nipis sangat and with the line og duty yang aku involved sekarang nie (ewah2..cam keje berat jer kan??), alamatnya cincin tu akan kemek cam cincin tanda yang aku pakai sekarang nie la..sayang kot. (sorry, tak amek gambar cincin)

after that we went to Poh Kong @ Habib (suddenly memory lost) and the ring the is quite nice too. tak pandai laa nk cari brg2 camni...kompius sudah.


so...ini kain yang amat diminati for hantaran tunang untuk akad nikah..cantekk tak? (i prefer the first one, the purple lace + purple lining).

lagi 7 bulan exactly kami nak tunang and smlm we do have a very serious talking about us on the moment we first met, we broke off, then we became frens, and now on what we are planning ahead of us, in short, semuala, including part dia putus tunang and i putus chenta ngan orang lain. sedey oo ingat2 balik psl hal kitawang dulu but now, alhamdullilah dan insya - Allah, moga jodoh kami berpanjangan.

09 April 2011

sedih hati ni bila orang yang pernah kita sayang tiba2 datang balik dalam hidup kita tanpa rasa bersalah lalu cuba bersikap biasa. sedih bila orang itu cuba berlagak baik tapi hakikatnya bila dia pernah cakap yang dia sayang kita tapi dengan senangnya dia campak kita ketepi. sedih bila kita luahkan apa yang kita rasa tapi orang tu buat2 tak paham dan cuba menagih simpati kita balik. sedih bila kita cuba untuk keluarkan diri dari  terlibat dalam kisah hidup dia tapi dia tak boleh terima hakikat. sedih bila kita dah mula sayang kat orang yang sayang kita lebih dari diri dia sendiri, orang yang tak paham sayang kita tu terhegeh2  nak kita sayang  dia balik, padahal dia tak sedar yang sayang kita untuk dia dah tak der. sedih bila kita rasa kita dah berjaya hilangkan dia dari hidup kita, tapi dia muncul semula tanpa rasa bersalah. sedih sebab susah nak terangkan dekat orang tu yang sayang kita untuk dia dah mati. sedih kan?

07 April 2011

Semalam dengan Arini

On 5th of April, i went to Cameron Highlands for our company's CSR II Project which is to give donation to the Orang Asli Student there. Here are some pictures during the day and I'm still tired bcoz of the journey up until now and today!!!

 Me & B2B - Ms Syida

 Me & My Boss - Ms Lisa

 Me & The Driver - En Zaini

 Of Course - It' Me !

 The CSR II Crew of Lembah Bertam Project with All The Adik2 !

 The CSR II Crew at Orang Asli Settlement Lembah Bertam, Cameron Highlands

The CSR II Crew...

04 April 2011

Kisahnyer...

well, as macam i wrote down before, he was supposed to come to my house with his brother on Saturday, and he did came but at 730 pm instead the 500pm initial schedule. eventhough i fell like killing him on the spot but since they is so many people that can be my witnesses, i just keep it to myself. the brother and sister-in-law is so nice even their 3 kids is nice too. and the evening went smoothly eventhough me and him is having our "konfrantasi laut china selatan"or is it lautan hindi? hmmm,kompius sudah.

then yesterday me and mama went to my sis house in damansara damai for yesterday's event updated to  them. then suddenly out of the blue my sis and my brother-in-law wanted to see him and they asked me to call him to come to their house. what a day! but alhamdullilah he said ok and i went back to fetch him at dato harun and patah balik to damai. and the meeting ok jerk...abg ngah as usual will be the headman on the conversation and he asked him is this the final conclusion and he confidently said yes,cop,dijamin halal! byk la..ingat iklan kolgate ker sayang?

he managed to blend in smoothly and both my sis and abg ngah seems pleased with him. masa nk balik salam ngan kak ida ngan abg ngah sempat tny approval lagi, kak ida said approved but abg ngah said tgk laa dulu camana..hampeh tol! but i knw deep down they approved him for me. went back with his car. and mama just keep quite all the way.. wonder why??

then masa sampai umah, kuar balik ngan dia sbb nk g bayar duit kete and we did do some talking at mc'donalds old town. and one funny part is, we keep on staring at each other as if we still cannot belived that this is all real!!!! saper sangka. mama disapproved before this suddenly said ok, and he met wit mama,then my sis and abg ngah and now we are planning for our engagement and even our wedding day!!! so unbeliveable. but alhamdulliah....harap2 jodoh kami diberkati Allah dan sehingga akhir hayat kami. i love you so much sayang and i hope you love me so much also...walaupun lnda tahu is memang sayang kat lnda...muahhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!

02 April 2011

Hmmmm - Part IV

smlm....mmg da tersangat tensen ngan dia, balik pun tak gitau ..msg pun gitu2..dia kol pun sepatah dua kata jer... sampai laa saat dia hntar msg,"klo linda rasa is nie menyusahkan linda, x yah la kawin ngan is"....dan dengan otomatiknya menitik air mata aku....then dia kol tny kenape aku cam stress sgt3....gitau laa....bla...bla...bla...then dengan syahdunya dia cakap," kita kan da nk tunang, klo ada masalah....gitau laa kat is..... tak lama lagi nk jadi suami isteri....klo ada masalah, kita selesai sama2. tak yah laa simpan sendiri lagi...is kan ada...."

at some time and at some point, he will be so demm understanding smpai kita pun tak jangka yang dia akan jadi so demmm caring.i love you dear...(sorry coz i nvr said this to you before)

this morning masa nk datang keje, terjumper ngan dia kat kedai...then he sent me to the car, asking me again why am i like this...dia tny sakit ker coz he knows that this past 3 weeks a lot of things had happened to me,my family and also us.

well, we'll see what is the next chapter gonne be. (need to start doing my work alrdy, if not the boss will come....

01 April 2011

Hmmm... Part III

pergaduhan pertama...nice one,,,dah la sok nk datang umah...boleh lak arini nk ada konfrantasi laut china selatan....adoi...payah tol !!!! dah ilang nasi campur + abc, datang pulak rojak buah....demmmm!!! ^_^'

Hmmmm - Part II

well after talking to a buddy of mine, she said  that just be cool for tmrw and enjoy the day coz it is the day that you have been waiting for.... do the preparation slowly starting today and tmrw just do some touch up and later on everything's gonna be alrite. i hope so....Insya Allah

she also said since tomorrow going to be a historical day for me, might as well find me a nice dress so that i will be feeling good tmrw, no stressing out and just let it be. but so many things is in my mind now and i was thinking of getting rid of everything so that i dont have to thing about anything !!

susah2 sgt..ckp jer tak jadik besok..and confirm 100% he will eat me alive!!!! and ahad kuar depan muka METRO gara2 tak jadik jmper bakal family in-law, kene masak sup tulang. kah kah kah!!!!! dem....mmg terasa sgt ketensenan ni smpai member ofis pun kn tempiasnyer...boleh pulak my fren ni nk wat lawak for April's Fool dengan konfidennye kate sumting happened to my car.... skali ko aku lak yang sound dia, "awak jgn main2 ngan saye....saye tengah tak der mood nie...."

rasa cam nak balik awal jer arini nak g beli kelengkapan nak masak sok...my fren suggested g je beli egg tart ngan roll cake kat cherry cake house...tak yah susah2 nk pikir and just enjoy the day dear! thank you so much for the pet talk and really appreciated it..muahhhhh!!!!

uhuk..uhuk...terasa cam nak peluk somebody to release the stress out tapi saper???? ader saper2 nk jadi my teddy bear for a moment tak??? eh, salah dowh, my katak for a while....?????anybody????

Hmmmm

arini kemalasan dah sampai tahap roket..da tak leh selamat da...pagi tadi thought nk jumper ngan dia jab sbb nk discuss bout tmrow...mana tau skali dia tak nmpak me standing behind the car and he just drove off like that and waited for me at my block until he met with shida and asked for me. the mood suddenly changed to a new channel and already malas to entertain him. and the best part is, he didnt bring along his hp. so kewl!!!!! terus malas nk ckp ngan dia regarding tmrw.

last nite mama tny whether i have made up my mind and really wanna carry on with this... well, i think i have and my mind is stick for it. Ya Allah, tetapkanlah Imanku dan hatiku dan berkatilah pertalian ini Amin.

his brother is coming over tmrow with me working till late afternoon and mama wants me to come home early and now my mind is really a mess and full with twirlling and twirlling things...da macam nasi campur + abc....everything is mixed up.. HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kepada sesapa yang tumpang lalu kat dalam ni...tlg laa bagi kata2 semangat kat saya coz i'm really drowing with my own feeling and need a fren to talk to. (^_^")

p.l.e.a.s.e.h.e.l.p.....

31 March 2011

Thursday Blues....

arini cam malas jer nk keje...tapi still kene keje gak....letih sgt this 2 weeks...non stop working, travelling,working,travelling...adui....da la dengan sakit pinggang ni yang tak mau reda2....kan best if cuti sepanjang taun but then gaji still masyuk jer..(yeah..dream on!)...

so, managed to get the final conclusion bout me and him...and it is confirmed - 11.11.11 will be our "special day"...hehehehe..nobody knows about this and hopefully it can remain like this... just 2 of my gal best frens knew and they were so happy bout it. and even i cannot believed it myself that finally i have found somebody that i can share my life with. kalau cerita on how we met mmg tak leh blah nyer citer...klaka dowh!!! sumpah i nvr thought this is how the ending would be.... how did we end up like this?? it will be in  the  next chapter....supprised!!!!

Salam.

30 March 2011

Uhuk...Uhukk.... ;(

 I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart.And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you.But those words may forver stay in my heart-locked inside.Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know.
                                                    This is him...my BEST fren..... (^_^)


Alhamdullilah...

Alooo...it's been a very long time since i last wrote inside here and a lot of things have happened for the last few weeks. The most exiciting is that finally my mom has accepted my "ehem ehem" after such a long time i have been trying so hard to make her like him. And...jeng jeng jeng.... supposingly last Sunday, he will be introduced to all of my family members but when we got news saying that my house in AOR has been broke in on Saturday 26.03.2011, me and mama went straight home and there goes my chance to introducing him. :( . And the best part is, his brother is coming to KUL for an engagement party but since the party is cancelled and they already bought the air ticket, it will turn out to be OUR E-PARTY! How kewl is that ?? But unfortunately, since my sis and my bro havent meet up with him yet, and also this Saturdat is wayyyyyy to soon for us and for him to send a ring for him, they wanted it to be at a later time. ;( and his brother visit is more to socialising visit.

He met mama on Monday when we arrive to KUL and directly said to mama that he wanted to send me a ring on Saturday but mama leaves everything in my hand. And i told him that i wanted the ring on 11.11.11. :)

And up to this moment, we are facing tubulance as we cannot came out with a firm decision on what is actually going to happen this Saturday. I was supposed to be on leave but my boss wanted us to work on that day. Eventhough our working hours is 0830 - 1230 but everytime if we work on Saturdat, the best time of us leaving the office is at 1700-1800, just like a normal working day. :(

What am i supposed to day and do now? I am so confused.............................................................

21 February 2011

A Blissful Weekend (Part I) - Saturday 19.02.2011

                                                                   Posing for Myself!!

                                                          Still Posing for Myself!!

                                                                        MaMa....

                  Our Lunch at Seoul Garden, One Utama (part of if coz halfway   only realized forgot to take pic..hehhehe)

                                      The main sponsor for the Lunch, my Lil'Bro! TQ

                                                  Mama is enjoying the Lunch!

                                                              Of course it's ME! (^_^)

                                                         Chicken Terrayaki..nyum2..

18 February 2011

16 February 2011

16.02.11

Hujan lebat sangat nie....camne nk balik??? mesti jalan jem...encek kacak mesti basah lencun, da la bulu mata dia tak berapa nk tebal da....kene wat extension balik...hmmm...tak per laa...nnt i'll spend some money for you k hunny??

Supposingly 2morow kn g outstation (pergh,da dkt 5 taun kene kat sini, this is the 1st time ever they sent me to do out the office work) yer la, dulu kat dept.kira2, skng kat dept lain, mmg la diawang tak kan hntr kuar pny. Ada ker orang yang jaga $ syarikat nk pegi jalan2 kat tempat lain kot? (^_^)

Smlm we had a belated birthday celebration for Amirah Farhanah (my sis's 2nd daughter) at Damansara Damai.Actually her birthday is on 14 Feb (Valentine's Baby) but since all of us are working so we decided to have it yesterday. We had spagetti, shepperds pie and baked macaroni + black forest cheese cake.. Yumyum....so like it! (^_^)

This week, the newly form group(consisting of 8 of us) were supposed to have a birthday celeb. for 2 of the group members at PD..but i think they've changed it to next week, but my mama won't allow me to go so far away for that.... nk ikut......... (*o*)

Need to go and move my car first..i'll continue later k? Daaaa...

13 February 2011

Tempting tak?? Its my Dinner (Ayam Masak Sos + Ayam Goreng Sos Tiram)

Arini..

Well..since mama went back to kg with an, i got nothing much to do at home. Nk log in FB password salah lagi,,busan betol laa...So..tgk je laa tv sampai kelabu bijik mata. Smlm masak lauk ayam... yum2....sedap kot ..HEHEHEEHEH (puji diri sendiri) Skng ni  tgh  tggu baju nk spin, then igt nk kuar g Samit, nk g carik kasut keje...da tak der kasut kot... Ape lagi nk wat arini ek??? Hmmmm...tak sure lagi since awal lagi... I will type in later....Daaaaa.

09 February 2011

Doa Seorang Kekasih

Oh Tuhan, seandainya telah Kau catatkan
Dia milikku, tercipta untuk diriku
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
Titipkanlah kebahagiaan

Ya Allah, ku mohon
Apa yang telah Kau takdirkan
Ku harap dia adalah yang terbaik buatku
Kerana Engkau tahu segala isi hatiku
Pelihara daku dari kemurkaanMu

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pemurah
Beri kekuatan jua harapan
Membina diri yang lesu tak bermaya
Semaikan setulus kasih di jiwa

Ku pasrah kepadaMu
Kurniakanlah aku
Pasangan yang beriman
Bisa menemani aku
Supaya ku dan dia
Dapat melayar bahtera
Ke muara cinta yang Engkau redhai

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pengasih
Engkau sahaja pemeliharaku
Dengarkan rintihan hambaMu ini
Jangan Engkau biarkan ku sendiri

Agarku bisa bahagia
Walau tanpa bersamanya
Gantikanlah yang hilang
Tumbuhkan yang telah patah
Ku inginkan bahagia
Di dunia dan akhirat
PadaMu Tuhan ku mohon segala


08 February 2011

Listen to your Heart....

I know there's something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes yeah
You've built a love but that love falls apart
Your little piece of heaven turns to dark

Listen to your heart
When he's calling for you
Listen to your heart
There's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
And I don't know why
But listen to your heart
Before you tell him goodbye

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
The precious moments are all lost in the tide yeah
They're swept away and nothing is what it seems
The feeling of belonging to your dreams

Listen to your heart
When he's calling for you
Listen to your heart
There's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
And I don't know why
But listen to your heart
Before....

And there are voices that want to be heard
So much to mention but you can't find the words
The scent of magic, the beauty that's been
When love was wilder than the wind

Listen to your heart (take a listen to it)
When he's calling for you
Listen to your heart (take a listen to it)
There's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
And I don't know why
But listen to your heart
Before oh...

Listen to your heart (take a listen to it)
When he's calling for you
Listen to your heart (take a listen to it)
There's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
And I don't know why
But listen to your heart
Before you tell him goodbye

07 February 2011

Today....

Well since the bosses is not in today, agak relaks sket wat keje. Nice and steady jek. Yesterday gaduh ngan dia sbb kes nk kuar jalan2 but then tak jadi kuar. Siap dia wat ugutan tak nk jumpe, jgn msg, jgn kol. Pergh!!! But in the end, berdamai balik. Itu jer la keje kitawang sejak dari awal tahun 2011 smpai la ke saat post ini ditaip. Tapi mmg semua bender ni la yang akan wat kitawang much more stronger to face the day until THE DAY! What do i mean by that? Tungguuuu...

Tadi berchating ngan Sam thro FB and he seems really frustrated to work in JB and the company. He said he wanted to find a job in KUL. I wish you all the best and i will my best to help you get thro this my dearest fren.

Hmmm...what else nk taip in here huh? 

Ahah... satu soalan yang sering ditanya oleh kengkawan yang baik ati and i quote " Ko biler nk kawin ni? "  ayat maut kot!!! Bukan tak nak tapi tak der saper yang sudi nak temankan bila duduk di pelamin nnt. Tadi time lunch ngan Shida, we were talking the same issue also and since me and Shida is still SINGLE & AVAIL. the topic suits us the most. Sedih kot..kwn2 baya kitawang time ni dah dukung anak 2 3 tapi ktwang still searching and probing. HEHEHEH.... Peh tu mula la kuar ayat jambatan yang perlu diambil still panjang, jgn isau..ada la penghujungnyer... Pergh...Sadis kot... Maybe betul la gak kata kwn2 but until when do we need to wait and stay. Entahla...

Ngantok sudah... To be continued tomorrow nite (p/s: itupun klo larat dan teringat) 

05 February 2011

I Carry You in My Heart

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

Edward Estlin Cummings

For the Rest of My Life

For the Rest of My Life

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
 And theres a couple words I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together eternally

Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along
 And theres a couple word I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally
For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.loving you

For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart..........


Haiyaaa....

Today i need to work where everybody is spending their long holiday...how nice it that???? bosan kot keje arini...nasib bek ada kawan ..klo sorang2 mau mati kutu eventhough ada keje nk kene wat..jab lagi la.. Well nak citer aper yek?? Hmmmmm....kelmarin ngan semalam mmg lepak kt umah je..Bosan kot!!!!! Tapi nk wat camner...itu je yg permitted to be done. Gaduh ngan that person bcoz of our current situation and poor that person....Mesti dia tensen with all of this now. Nak kuar pun tak boleh...asik kene curfew jek....sampai dia pun da naik boring ....what else can be said and done except I Am Truly Am Sorry for everything,,, Rasa bersalah lak wat dia camtu.... Only time can tell what and when things will go based on my plan...Sakit dol!!!!

25 January 2011

My Day...

Well today me and a few frens is going to have some fun... We are heading to AYAM PENYET RESTAURANT in front of Sunway Piramid there as per their word, to celebrate my Birthday...so sweet!!! And we are going there sharp at 530pm no matter what. This year my best present would be, of course the SAMSUNG GALAXY which is from my mom and lil'bro,and not forgetting my sister who gave me a very and lovely blouse. And the most important is, its from my long long fren who gave me sumting that i wont forget and wont be able to say it loud here.Only me and PIC knows what is it. Hehehehehe :)

Life's now is so different since staying with the family. No more night life @ what i always said to my frens, "Kupu-Kupu Malam" but dont get me wrong k? But maybe its good since i always have something to get whenever i go back. :P

Sometimes we do let our feeling hurt just to make sure that other people stays happy...but one big question pops out. Do other people care bout our feeling?? Hmmm...sumting to think about i guess....

Good Day!
(i wonder who will be reading my post...hehehehehe :D)

10 January 2011

Happy Birthday to ME !!!!

Well tmrw's gonna be my birthday, and of course I'm on leave. Will have some fun with mama as we are going to PD  to enjoy tmrw. Alrdy made a birthday wish to a dear fren and wonder if that person being able to fulfilling it... Hmmmm......I wonder.. Tdy will have a post-birthday party and I wish it will come true. Mama and An have decided to buy me a new Android Phone! Ysterdy went to look for it at OneUtama but unfortunately it is out of stock. Geez...I wonder!! But most of all,, my big wish is:  "I would have found the love of my life and that person will cherrish me till the end of time!"