Yey2...

nk pegi amcorp mall ni sbb nk cari sample for our annual dinner doorgift. ape bender tu..hehehe, tggu....at the same time nk cari frame gambar for the scholarship award for yee lyn's project but the weather is not so supportive for us since it is going to rain heavily with the thunder and everything. but i am still going coz he..ehem2 is going with me and shida also..suke2..walaupun tersangat laa letih but tak kesah la...jji dapat gak release a lil bit kat sana wpun ada apa sangat laa dengan amcorp mall tu. hmmm...sakit pinggang nie sampai arini tak reda2 lagi, takut gak klo ada problem since doctor kat aor cakap klo still tak elok dalam 2 3 ari better go and do some x-ray because of my long long time ago accident sbb he's said could be disk prob. aper tu, cd cetak rompak ker? i wonder....

tension.

Semalam

well, smlm kuar dengan dia g mydin subang, summit ngan amcorp mall. dia laa cadang awal nak ajak g tengok wayang then suddenly jek ajak g usha2 brg tunang. da la me with the heels (hehe...first time nk show off ngan dia i also can wear heels)...then ajak lak jalan2...sampai jer mydin, terus beli sandal yang berharga $10 (hehehe...putus leh beli baru). then g wah chan tgk cincin...ok gak pricing dia, siap ada sale cincin tunang ngan cincin risik in 1 package. cincin tunang tu ok laa...tapi cincin risik tu nipis sangat and with the line og duty yang aku involved sekarang nie (ewah2..cam keje berat jer kan??), alamatnya cincin tu akan kemek cam cincin tanda yang aku pakai sekarang nie la..sayang kot. (sorry, tak amek gambar cincin)

after that we went to Poh Kong @ Habib (suddenly memory lost) and the ring the is quite nice too. tak pandai laa nk cari brg2 camni...kompius sudah.

so...ini kain yang amat diminati for hantaran tunang untuk akad nikah..cantekk tak? (i prefer the first one, the purple lace + purple lining).

lagi 7 bulan exactly kami nak tunang and smlm we do have a very serious talking about us on the moment we first met, we broke off, then we became frens, and now on what we are planning ahead of us, in short, semuala, including part dia putus tunang and i putus chenta ngan orang lain. sedey oo ingat2 balik psl hal kitawang dulu but now, alhamdullilah dan insya - Allah, moga jodoh kami berpanjangan.

sedih hati ni bila orang yang pernah kita sayang tiba2 datang balik dalam hidup kita tanpa rasa bersalah lalu cuba bersikap biasa. sedih bila orang itu cuba berlagak baik tapi hakikatnya bila dia pernah cakap yang dia sayang kita tapi dengan senangnya dia campak kita ketepi. sedih bila kita luahkan apa yang kita rasa tapi orang tu buat2 tak paham dan cuba menagih simpati kita balik. sedih bila kita cuba untuk keluarkan diri dari  terlibat dalam kisah hidup dia tapi dia tak boleh terima hakikat. sedih bila kita dah mula sayang kat orang yang sayang kita lebih dari diri dia sendiri, orang yang tak paham sayang kita tu terhegeh2  nak kita sayang  dia balik, padahal dia tak sedar yang sayang kita untuk dia dah tak der. sedih bila kita rasa kita dah berjaya hilangkan dia dari hidup kita, tapi dia muncul semula tanpa rasa bersalah. sedih sebab susah nak terangkan dekat orang tu yang sayang kita untuk dia dah mati. sedih kan?

Semalam dengan Arini

On 5th of April, i went to Cameron Highlands for our company's CSR II Project which is to give donation to the Orang Asli Student there. Here are some pictures during the day and I'm still tired bcoz of the journey up until now and today!!!



 Me & B2B - Ms Syida

 Me & My Boss - Ms Lisa

 Me & The Driver - En Zaini

 Of Course - It' Me !

 The CSR II Crew of Lembah Bertam Project with All The Adik2 !

 The CSR II Crew at Orang Asli Settlement Lembah Bertam, Cameron Highlands

The CSR II Crew...

Kisahnyer...

well, as macam i wrote down before, he was supposed to come to my house with his brother on Saturday, and he did came but at 730 pm instead the 500pm initial schedule. eventhough i fell like killing him on the spot but since they is so many people that can be my witnesses, i just keep it to myself. the brother and sister-in-law is so nice even their 3 kids is nice too. and the evening went smoothly eventhough me and him is having our "konfrantasi laut china selatan"or is it lautan hindi? hmmm,kompius sudah.

then yesterday me and mama went to my sis house in damansara damai for yesterday's event updated to  them. then suddenly out of the blue my sis and my brother-in-law wanted to see him and they asked me to call him to come to their house. what a day! but alhamdullilah he said ok and i went back to fetch him at dato harun and patah balik to damai. and the meeting ok jerk...abg ngah as usual will be the headman on the conversation and he asked him is this the final conclusion and he confidently said yes,cop,dijamin halal! byk la..ingat iklan kolgate ker sayang?

he managed to blend in smoothly and both my sis and abg ngah seems pleased with him. masa nk balik salam ngan kak ida ngan abg ngah sempat tny approval lagi, kak ida said approved but abg ngah said tgk laa dulu camana..hampeh tol! but i knw deep down they approved him for me. went back with his car. and mama just keep quite all the way.. wonder why??

then masa sampai umah, kuar balik ngan dia sbb nk g bayar duit kete and we did do some talking at mc'donalds old town. and one funny part is, we keep on staring at each other as if we still cannot belived that this is all real!!!! saper sangka. mama disapproved before this suddenly said ok, and he met wit mama,then my sis and abg ngah and now we are planning for our engagement and even our wedding day!!! so unbeliveable. but alhamdulliah....harap2 jodoh kami diberkati Allah dan sehingga akhir hayat kami. i love you so much sayang and i hope you love me so much also...walaupun lnda tahu is memang sayang kat lnda...muahhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!

Hmmmm - Part IV

smlm....mmg da tersangat tensen ngan dia, balik pun tak gitau ..msg pun gitu2..dia kol pun sepatah dua kata jer... sampai laa saat dia hntar msg,"klo linda rasa is nie menyusahkan linda, x yah la kawin ngan is"....dan dengan otomatiknya menitik air mata aku....then dia kol tny kenape aku cam stress sgt3....gitau laa....bla...bla...bla...then dengan syahdunya dia cakap," kita kan da nk tunang, klo ada masalah....gitau laa kat is..... tak lama lagi nk jadi suami isteri....klo ada masalah, kita selesai sama2. tak yah laa simpan sendiri lagi...is kan ada...."

at some time and at some point, he will be so demm understanding smpai kita pun tak jangka yang dia akan jadi so demmm caring.i love you dear...(sorry coz i nvr said this to you before)

this morning masa nk datang keje, terjumper ngan dia kat kedai...then he sent me to the car, asking me again why am i like this...dia tny sakit ker coz he knows that this past 3 weeks a lot of things had happened to me,my family and also us.

well, we'll see what is the next chapter gonne be. (need to start doing my work alrdy, if not the boss will come....

Hmmm... Part III

pergaduhan pertama...nice one,,,dah la sok nk datang umah...boleh lak arini nk ada konfrantasi laut china selatan....adoi...payah tol !!!! dah ilang nasi campur + abc, datang pulak rojak buah....demmmm!!! ^_^'

Hmmmm - Part II

well after talking to a buddy of mine, she said  that just be cool for tmrw and enjoy the day coz it is the day that you have been waiting for.... do the preparation slowly starting today and tmrw just do some touch up and later on everything's gonna be alrite. i hope so....Insya Allah

she also said since tomorrow going to be a historical day for me, might as well find me a nice dress so that i will be feeling good tmrw, no stressing out and just let it be. but so many things is in my mind now and i was thinking of getting rid of everything so that i dont have to thing about anything !!

susah2 sgt..ckp jer tak jadik besok..and confirm 100% he will eat me alive!!!! and ahad kuar depan muka METRO gara2 tak jadik jmper bakal family in-law, kene masak sup tulang. kah kah kah!!!!! dem....mmg terasa sgt ketensenan ni smpai member ofis pun kn tempiasnyer...boleh pulak my fren ni nk wat lawak for April's Fool dengan konfidennye kate sumting happened to my car.... skali ko aku lak yang sound dia, "awak jgn main2 ngan saye....saye tengah tak der mood nie...."

rasa cam nak balik awal jer arini nak g beli kelengkapan nak masak sok...my fren suggested g je beli egg tart ngan roll cake kat cherry cake house...tak yah susah2 nk pikir and just enjoy the day dear! thank you so much for the pet talk and really appreciated it..muahhhhh!!!!

uhuk..uhuk...terasa cam nak peluk somebody to release the stress out tapi saper???? ader saper2 nk jadi my teddy bear for a moment tak??? eh, salah dowh, my katak for a while....?????anybody????

Hmmmm

arini kemalasan dah sampai tahap roket..da tak leh selamat da...pagi tadi thought nk jumper ngan dia jab sbb nk discuss bout tmrow...mana tau skali dia tak nmpak me standing behind the car and he just drove off like that and waited for me at my block until he met with shida and asked for me. the mood suddenly changed to a new channel and already malas to entertain him. and the best part is, he didnt bring along his hp. so kewl!!!!! terus malas nk ckp ngan dia regarding tmrw.

last nite mama tny whether i have made up my mind and really wanna carry on with this... well, i think i have and my mind is stick for it. Ya Allah, tetapkanlah Imanku dan hatiku dan berkatilah pertalian ini Amin.

his brother is coming over tmrow with me working till late afternoon and mama wants me to come home early and now my mind is really a mess and full with twirlling and twirlling things...da macam nasi campur + abc....everything is mixed up.. HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kepada sesapa yang tumpang lalu kat dalam ni...tlg laa bagi kata2 semangat kat saya coz i'm really drowing with my own feeling and need a fren to talk to. (^_^")

p.l.e.a.s.e.h.e.l.p.....