Ari Ahad supposingly bukak puasa ngan dia but then dia kol ajak bukak puasa ngan sepupu dia + wife. tak minat sbb dia gak yang komplen x pnh dpt bukak puasa sama but then ajak orang lain lak join. da merajuk da time tu. satu msg dia berjam2 kemudian baru hntr balik satu.
then mlm tu dlm kol 11 baru balik terawih ngan mama and kebetulan mama tak cukup duit nk beli satu buku nih kat surau, dia ternampak dia baru balik. (tu pun ada hati nk ajak ikut sama..huh) dia g laa pnjm kat dia, tapi tak ckp apa2 pun lebih dari tu. balik umah kol dia pun dia da tido. fine!
then, on Monday tried to call him since everyday i will call him and we will go and buy food at bazaar ramadhan but he didnt pickup my call (45 times - must be a damn record) and i started to feel funny bout that. even during bukak puasa pun dia tak der msg. when i came back from terawih, he sent me a msg saying that he already reached the office. when i asked him what's wrong with him he just said he's not in the mood. nice one kan??
today, saw him when i was on my way to the guard house, he saw me too but both pretended didn't see each other. how kewl is that? then tried to call him around 9.00 but once again, no avail, no luck. Fine! If he wanted it to be like that,so be it. I even texted him telling him i already tranferred his money.
sgt takut sekarang ini sbb dia penah buat perangai camni dulu and in the end kitawang putus and dia tunang ngan orang lain. the feeling and the situation rite now is exactly during that moment... Ya Allah! jgan duga aku macam dulu lagi, tak mampu rasanya aku nk menanggungnya Ya Allah.