24 August 2011

Writable Wednesday

still got 1 1/2 days to go before cuti raya...can't wait ! well smlm revealed everything bout him and his stranged perangai. i called him at around 7 since i bukak puasa with Naimah @ Bukit Kiara Resort. then he texted me saying klo kuar ngan kawan ok jer, but kuar ngan dia and sepupu tak boleh. when i told him i mmg tak fit ngan sepupu dia, i ni sombong, mmg tak padan langsung ngan dia.. terus dia kol saying sorry. malas nk layan. then balik ofis dia nak jumper.

i terus jer said  tu him yang i nie mmg sombong bla bla bla.... dia pulak yang sudah2 la tu...sorry...sorry naik jer la lori gdex tu kan banyak!  i pun aper lagik... ckp jer laa yg dia at first janji nak kuar with me alone, then suddenly ajak cousin dia. he said he already have it arranged. this week all of us, next week just the two of us, yeah, rite!

i told him straight that when he didnt pickup the phone and no text to me, i started to think the worst which had happened last time, then he quickly No! No!,, jgn pikir camtu. walaupun kita gaduh, is still rindu kat lnda...is sayang lnda walaupun apa jadik.. at that time, aku da start meleh air mata da... terus dia jangan la camni, naper ngangis ni...... sebab you la i jadik camni! 

masa nak balik siap pesan, nnt sampai msg.. bila sampai umah terus bersayang2 bagai dalam msg. sayang itu la, sayang ini laa.. huhhh!!! siap kol lagik tu tnya wat aper, da mandi ker, jagan luper mandi.. bye sayang. then dia ada kol around 11, but i was in the shower, pastu hntr msg dah tido ker, tak per la, nite sayang! mum was so worried when me and him fight, she will like asking me where is he, da pegi keje ker, msg tak, kol tak bla bla bla. siap mama sound lagi, dia da la manja, k.cik pun manja gak...kene beralah laa... orang da beralah k, klo tak takkan la sampai 45 kali orang kol dia.

apa pun, sekarang dalam proses nak cool off... amek masa sket me to be like before. slalu mmg camtu...

k la, daa.....

23 August 2011

Tricky Tuesday

Ari Ahad supposingly bukak puasa ngan dia but then dia kol ajak bukak puasa ngan sepupu dia + wife. tak minat sbb dia gak yang komplen x pnh dpt bukak puasa sama but then ajak orang lain lak join. da merajuk da time tu. satu msg dia berjam2 kemudian baru hntr balik satu.

then mlm tu dlm kol 11 baru balik terawih ngan mama and kebetulan mama tak cukup duit nk beli satu buku nih kat surau, dia ternampak dia baru balik. (tu pun ada hati nk ajak ikut sama..huh) dia g laa pnjm kat dia, tapi tak ckp apa2 pun lebih dari tu. balik umah kol dia pun dia da tido. fine!

then, on Monday tried to call him since everyday i will call him and we will go and buy food at bazaar ramadhan but he didnt pickup my call (45 times - must be a damn record) and i started to feel funny bout that. even during bukak puasa pun dia tak der msg. when i came back from terawih, he sent me a msg saying that he already reached the office. when i asked him what's wrong with him he just said he's not in the mood. nice one kan??

today, saw him when i was on my way to the guard house, he saw me too but both pretended didn't see each other. how kewl is that? then tried to call him around 9.00 but once  again, no avail, no luck. Fine! If he wanted it to be like that,so be it. I even texted him telling him i already tranferred his money.

sgt takut sekarang ini sbb dia penah buat perangai camni dulu and in the end kitawang putus and dia tunang ngan orang lain. the feeling and the situation rite now is exactly during that moment... Ya Allah! jgan duga aku macam dulu lagi, tak mampu rasanya aku nk menanggungnya Ya Allah.

;(

22 August 2011

Monday Blues...

Yee haaa...cuma tinggal 3 1/2 days to work (Jumaat 1/2 day hehehe).. tapi balik kg on the 29.08.11 sbb an keje ahad malam, so dia smpai pagi isnin kat umah terus zroom.....pecut ke kedah. this time balik ngan iswara sebab mama nak bawak balik byk barang ke sini... hmmm...ok laa tu.

arini malas sgt nak keje sbb perasaan cuti dah membuak2...yup,,,sonok oo nk cuti lama2 ..tak sabar nk balik. Encek Iskandar sayang tak balik kg since family dia dah nak datang for the e-day this october, so dia raya la sorang2 kat sini.. :P

tahun ni last raya sebagai bachelorette sbb bulan oct ni dah tukar tittle jadi tunang orang, and next year klo ada rezeki, umur panjang dan jodoh, bulan 6 dah tukar tittle jadi isteri orang pulak... hehehhehe...cam poyos jek dgr....

tengah layan lagu raya ni...

18 August 2011

Restless Thursday

The preparation for my e-day is roughly around 85% prepared.. just tinggal nak beli chocs, cakes and sireh and the we can start putting the things in order alrdy. smlm dah g beli cincin, 2 to be exact. risik and tunang. k laa the design since dia yang pilih.

to be cont...

06 August 2011

My Story

Achuummmm.....wow!!! Lamany tak update since the last month! Well the whole month of July is the busiest month for me . Let me list down my schedule:

1) 05.07.11 - 06.07.11    :   ISO Trainning
2) 09.07.11                      :  Blood Donation Shopping
3) 11.07.11 - 14.07.11    :   Internal Audit
4) 19.07.11 - 20.07.11    :  Blood Donatio Drive
5) 20.07.11                      :  Trainning
6) 23.07.11 - 24.07.11     :  Network Conference

The office hour ends every nite at 9.30pm, but the climax of the month is on 22.07.11 when i went back at 10.00pm, and then at 00.00 Thevan & Yusof (the transportation Coordinator for Network Conference) came ang fetch me to go the venue. When we reached the at about 00.30, the technical guys (Simon  & Hakim) yet to arrived except for Kar Heng. We waited there until 3.00am when we finally gave up and then went to Mamak to freshen up ourselves sebab dah terlalu mengantok. Then at 3.30 they late comers gave us a call and we went back to the venue.

Sampai kat sana, Thevan & Yusoh went back to the hotel to sleep while i was still at the hall monitoring the set up. Up until 6.30am baru habis, Kar Heng went back at 5.00++ whereas me, Hakim and Simon are still there setting up the projector and computers. At 6.30am, the games coordinator arrived and i was so damn sleepy. Finally, gave a call to Zaini and he helped to send me back home at 7.00. Dapat laa tido sejam when at 8.00, "He" helped to send me back to the venue.

Boleh tak time my CEO punya speech i tertido.... And the whole day i was like a zombie.....

Penat la...nnt la plak smbg...nk  continue wat keje lak...