30 July 2012

Saya sangat Mengantuk.

Tajuk yang tak boleh blah kan? hehehe...mmg sgt mengantok pun....rasa cam nak mintak kat bos balik awal sebab nak tido...ok tak? Sekarang ni nak keje pun boring sbb orang kat sini sangat suka cari pasal and suka nak mengamuk atas alasan yang sangat2 la lapok.

Kelmarin Is tanya lagi, dah ada baby ke kat dalam tu....kesian sangat kat dia, tapi nak wat camana, lom ada rezeki lagi untuk dia jadi Babah...Dia asik2 panggil aku Mama...sweet kan? Tapi...... tak per la. Just tunggu jer la bulan ni camama. Kalau Dia nak bagi rezeki untuk kami, Alhamdulilah...

Sayang Is tapi Lnda harap Is boleh sabar yer? Lnda pun tak sabar nak jadi Mama juga... ;(

28 July 2012

Saturday...and I'm working..

Arini ari Sabtu dan saya masih lagi di ofis kerja...malas betol la skang ni klo kene keje...rasa cam berhenti jer....tak pun nak cari keje kat tempat lain....but I wonder where....hmmmmm

18 July 2012

Not this month .. :(

Well today, sadly my mens came as usual eventhough late by 2 days. And  the chances of conceiving is bring forward to next month. Tahu ini semua ketentuan Allah tapi ....ntah la. tak tahu nak cakap macamana. Mama semalam siap tanya lagi,"Kak Cik ni da mengandung ker? Bila nak check?" and guess what is my answer to her, "tak rasa apa2 pun"..and today.. shattered away.

Kesian plak bila mama tny macam tu...mama rindu nak dengar sore baby kot... Tapi lagi kesian dekat Is sbb dia slalu akan pegang perut tanya, "Baby ada kat dalam?" ;(...

Mungkin belum rezeki lagi kot.....

~ The End ~

16 July 2012

Monday Blues

Sometime I wonder, is it worth it to do something for other people but the truth is you are forcing yourself to do it.... Well, like me, I need to pretend to do something (well sometimes) because if it's not me doing it, who will?? But I dont want this situation to continue for another 2 or 3 years more. I need to make a move so that I can learn and experience a new thing which can make me better than before. But the only question is, when will the time come....


~ The End ~

14 July 2012

Saturday...

Yes, today is saturday and i was supposed to work half day or at least up until 3-4pm. but now at 7.12pm im still in the office listening to people. dang....there goes my saturday

05 July 2012

Tiring Thursday

Sekarang nie sangat 100x sbk ngan nc. Monday nak cuti. I dun care!

03 July 2012

I dun like it...

Same as yesterday...bla bla bla....mmg tahap tensen pusing meter tak ingatla......bosan asik kene dengar orang kene marah, kene marah, rasa nak marah (tapi tak jadi), etc.

Tadi baru jer wat presentation for visitors. 2 jam tunggu baru sampai...present 1/2 jam, pas tu babai....sakit tak?

sekarang ni dengan rasa macam nak muntah bagai semua ada....eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~ The End ~

02 July 2012

Black Monday...

hari yang sangat tak best untuk dikenang......sbbnyer.....asik kene dengar orang buat tazkirah jer.... I'm bored and tension. Sampai lunch pun tak sempat nak makan!

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