30 March 2011

Uhuk...Uhukk.... ;(

 I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart.And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you.But those words may forver stay in my heart-locked inside.Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know.
                                                    This is him...my BEST fren..... (^_^)


Alooo...it's been a very long time since i last wrote inside here and a lot of things have happened for the last few weeks. The most exiciting is that finally my mom has accepted my "ehem ehem" after such a long time i have been trying so hard to make her like him. And...jeng jeng jeng.... supposingly last Sunday, he will be introduced to all of my family members but when we got news saying that my house in AOR has been broke in on Saturday 26.03.2011, me and mama went straight home and there goes my chance to introducing him. :( . And the best part is, his brother is coming to KUL for an engagement party but since the party is cancelled and they already bought the air ticket, it will turn out to be OUR E-PARTY! How kewl is that ?? But unfortunately, since my sis and my bro havent meet up with him yet, and also this Saturdat is wayyyyyy to soon for us and for him to send a ring for him, they wanted it to be at a later time. ;( and his brother visit is more to socialising visit.

He met mama on Monday when we arrive to KUL and directly said to mama that he wanted to send me a ring on Saturday but mama leaves everything in my hand. And i told him that i wanted the ring on 11.11.11. :)

And up to this moment, we are facing tubulance as we cannot came out with a firm decision on what is actually going to happen this Saturday. I was supposed to be on leave but my boss wanted us to work on that day. Eventhough our working hours is 0830 - 1230 but everytime if we work on Saturdat, the best time of us leaving the office is at 1700-1800, just like a normal working day. :(

What am i supposed to day and do now? I am so confused.............................................................