18 July 2012

Not this month .. :(

Well today, sadly my mens came as usual eventhough late by 2 days. And  the chances of conceiving is bring forward to next month. Tahu ini semua ketentuan Allah tapi ....ntah la. tak tahu nak cakap macamana. Mama semalam siap tanya lagi,"Kak Cik ni da mengandung ker? Bila nak check?" and guess what is my answer to her, "tak rasa apa2 pun"..and today.. shattered away.

Kesian plak bila mama tny macam tu...mama rindu nak dengar sore baby kot... Tapi lagi kesian dekat Is sbb dia slalu akan pegang perut tanya, "Baby ada kat dalam?" ;(...

Mungkin belum rezeki lagi kot.....

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