Not this month .. :(

Well today, sadly my mens came as usual eventhough late by 2 days. And  the chances of conceiving is bring forward to next month. Tahu ini semua ketentuan Allah tapi ....ntah la. tak tahu nak cakap macamana. Mama semalam siap tanya lagi,"Kak Cik ni da mengandung ker? Bila nak check?" and guess what is my answer to her, "tak rasa apa2 pun"..and today.. shattered away.

Kesian plak bila mama tny macam tu...mama rindu nak dengar sore baby kot... Tapi lagi kesian dekat Is sbb dia slalu akan pegang perut tanya, "Baby ada kat dalam?" ;(...

Mungkin belum rezeki lagi kot.....

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Monday Blues

Sometime I wonder, is it worth it to do something for other people but the truth is you are forcing yourself to do it.... Well, like me, I need to pretend to do something (well sometimes) because if it's not me doing it, who will?? But I dont want this situation to continue for another 2 or 3 years more. I need to make a move so that I can learn and experience a new thing which can make me better than before. But the only question is, when will the time come....


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